posted to singapore poly.
feeling rather okay about it i guess.




too many things being blasted into my face lately.
too many.
far too many.
i think i'm having depression.



have a choice of just letting everything go.
just lead a normal life.
hang out with people of the same age.
drink smoke pool dota.
just be mature.
but i choose not to.




try being me for a day.
really too much to take.
too much.




at the end of the day.
i have nothing to gain but stupidity.



try being me.
door mat.
be THERE when you're called for.
give without complain all the time.



bye.









bottled-up feelings.
fuck off.